I never hated so much before, just now. Everyong keep on asking "Who do you hate that much? That you even stress yourself and cry about it?" Well, for the first time, I am going to speak about it..
I hated the person who used to be self centered. The person who became fragile and sensitive. The person who allows herself to be cheated by others. The person who let everyone hurt her. The person who is selfish to love others. The person who doesn't allow anyone to love her because she's scared like hell. The person who never wanted to hate anyone even tough she's been hurt for a million of times. The person who still love the man who gave her burden. The person who is trying hard to move on. The person who always fail herself. The person who's craving for everything. The person who secretly hates herself for being such a failure. The person who humbly disregard those who admire her. The person who can't move on easily. The person who wears a fake smile. The person who is unconsciously intimidated. The person who is open minded and is often misunderstood by others. The person who befriends the masculine and will eventually hate the most. The person who never tried to fit in but is still alike. The person who preferred to be simple rather than to be liberated. The person who never gave herself a chance to fall for the right guy but will apparently do so. The person who screams within herself. The person who still forgives after being all torn up and the person who tried to devote the hatred.
Surprisingly, the person I am pertaining to is yours truly. But after all of these, I learned to lose and accept defeat and eventually love myself but is still scared to fight.-Morbid Reality.
On the other hand, I got tired of melancholy and learned to smile. And found reasons to be happy as well. That's the best thing here-- I learned to love myself despite of hating.❤
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