The person I hated but I have learned to love.☮

I never hated so much before, just now. Everyong keep on asking "Who do you hate that much? That you even stress yourself and cry about it?" Well, for the first time, I am going to speak about it..

I hated the person who used to be self centered. The person who became fragile and sensitive. The person who allows herself to be cheated by others. The person who let everyone hurt her. The person who is selfish to love others. The person who doesn't allow anyone to love her because she's scared like hell. The person who never wanted to hate anyone even tough she's been hurt for a million of times. The person who still love the man who gave her burden. The person who is trying hard to move on. The person who always fail herself. The person who's craving for everything. The person who secretly hates herself for being such a failure. The person who humbly disregard those who admire her. The person who can't move on easily. The person who wears a fake smile. The person who is unconsciously intimidated. The person who is open minded and is often misunderstood by others. The person who befriends the masculine and will eventually hate the most. The person who never tried to fit in but is still alike. The person who preferred to be simple rather than to be liberated. The person who never gave herself a chance to fall for the right guy but will apparently do so. The person who screams within herself. The person who still forgives after being all torn up and the person who tried to devote the hatred.

Surprisingly, the person I am pertaining to is yours truly. But after all of these, I learned to lose and accept defeat and eventually love myself but is still scared to fight.-Morbid Reality.

On the other hand, I got tired of melancholy and learned to smile. And found reasons to be happy as well. That's the best thing here-- I learned to love myself despite of hating.❤

Thoughts to Ponder.✍

*Partial content for my exam(Pre-Finals) on MIS: 

7. What  have you learned in your MIS subject?

Management Information System

If I start to get interested on something, I put not only effort but perseverance as well. To be honest, I'm not that student who love to skip classes(absent). For me, once I get absent, I feel like I've missed everything and it would take me too much to gain. So I guess, this was my weapon why I have understood somehow this subject.

Learning is different from hearing. I attend my classes for learning purposes such that I can tell myself at the end of the day that "I'm a good student." I have justified myself basing on the terms I learned. The Web-Enterprising for instance, I learned the purpose and sense of the certain field of it. As well as the advantages and disadvantages of each. Too many to mention.=))--"The contribution of MIS to the society through technology."

But most especially, without MIS. I could not have explored my interest in blogging. I'm enjoying it, honestly.=) I even find this more interesting than scanning my notes. Kidding! But at least, I learned something.✍

School Enterprising.☺

*Partial content for my exam(Pre-Finals) on MIS:

6. Based form yourWeb-Enabled Enterprise. If you are  to promote 
your school, what  will you do and how will you do it?

Considering that the society now is so much into the Cyber World, why not promote my school through the internet? If there is E-bay, AyosDito, and the like. Then why don't I create a website or maybe compose a post on the school's website to at least promote somehow? Moreover, I can always update  my social networking sites and scream about it. I'm pretty sure that my fellow Paulinians will help me in this act. Why? Because a Paulinian cares.ツ

In addition, I can make a video clip or a commercial perhaps about St. Paul University Philippines and post it on the social media where almost everything is exposed and elaborated- YOUTUBE. I bet, this would be effective since most of the youth explore the net regularly. 

Join me and let's promote good will and show to the society what our school possesses in the Paulinian way.✞

Hyper Speeding Technology; Cyber Reality.✉

*Partial content for my exam(Pre-Finals) on MIS:

5. How does the technology affect the society today?

❝Is it making worth of technology or Propping up this age?❞

Nowadays, the society can't live without technology. Deal with it. 

If before, It was computers that think like men but today, Men start thinking like computers.

Before, things such as researching need much effort when conducted but today, with just a "click" or in a minute, data will appear with the help of the internet. 

 You see, there are certain points why we need or not innovations. Both the negative and the positive. I know,it's not that good to always look at the negative side but it's the reality. We can't cheat ourselves anyway. But at least, the positive side still overpowers the contrary. Yes, technology makes life of the society easier, gives convenience and comfort. Even makes us modern. Certain possibilities on the field of technology always come up each year. It's either change, deviation or variation. It's the same cycle. It's the society using it that affects their liability as  a person.

There are what this world call "The Cyber Kids" or those that put too much of their life on technology even at the young age. I believe, technology was created for some purposes not vague. But these people have taken technology for granted. They have over seen the real purpose, forget what simple reality means and go on. The Computers and other gadgets perhaps, everyone is fund of it, right? Because it's the most widely used technology among all and others. Well in fact, I consider myself as one. But I know my limitations unlike others. Others that doesn't give sense. Such as:

Inconsiderate technologists who hack accounts and such, Cyber addicts that use the internet in the improper way (you know what I mean), childish users that tend to do the act of plagiarism and a lot more. It's not bad to use technology as long as you know how to handle it properly.

Another point to consider in technology is the laziness of users despite the work they received form the use of technology. I'm not saying that it's bad. It's just that the people who are often using it makes them lazy or may I say, more lazy than ever. I know, it's a matter of control though.

Generally, it's good that the world discovered Technology. We just need to know our limitations and use it in the most proper way. Let us learn how to value everything and make it count.:)